Actually I'm too lazy to update now. Anyways, first stop, I'VE ALREADY CHANGE MY BLOG ADD! =D. Haha. Lame.

I really wonder what makes someone to fall for you again after a break up. Worst, he's the one who asked for it. Reason being, not ready yet. Then why bother? I'm attached for almost a year now. I hope you understand. Fida told me that he has been single for 3 years after me. He tried looking for a replacement but no result. That, I could not believe. My most embarassing suprise was that he suddenly escorted me to school this morning! I was like, what the hell are you doing here??! And he was like totally malu and all. His course (ITE Balestier) starts at 12.30pm. And it was about 7.25am that morning! He also told me that he wanted to renew his passport. But still, what the hell are you doing here so early in the morning?!? Escorting me to school??!!! Fida also told me that he has been wanting to meet up. He would call me but I refuse to answer due to some reason. When I saw him and the situation, it was like, gees, it's been like bloody 3 years man. He also knew about my current relationship and the work-studies collision problem. Fida nye keje uh nie. And he wanted to patch things up with me. But I'm truly sorry, even though my current boyfriend can sometimes be a jerk, I'm still attached to him. So, I hope you respect my decision.

Seriously the boyfriend is getting on my nerves. We were happily talking then suddenly he changed his tone when I said he was like drama-ish. I said I was sorry and I was purely joking. He started to change his mood throughout the conversation. And I was like, ................ . Atleast, I am trying my best to communicate with him, bring out topics to talk about. Rather than wasting my time and money just to keep quiet on the phone. I might as well fly a kite in the rain and die =))))).

My boyfriend sometimes be the girlfriend instead of himself. And sometimes, I have to be the boyfriend. I am the one giving him advices, cheering him up and stuff. While he would just keep quiet and store it all up inside and refuses to share his problems. Then what's the use of me being here for you?
I really wonder.

My workplace's management sucks. Especially one of the managers (name disclosed). Perverted and has no sense of respect for his wife. Flirts around and stuff. Stupid fella. Tak sedar diri. Sometimes he would just hold my hands and I would brush it off. ARE YOU REALLY A MANAGER???! Fcuking hell I'm damn pissed off as there are eyes around watching man! Can you see I hate you! I even told you to stay far away from me! Fuck you deaf or what? knn ccb.

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